It’s better than the alternative.
To write songs about my pain. It flows. It’s effortless. My big struggle lies in composing melodies and lyrics that convey emotions such as hope, impulsiveness, excitement etc. One of the reasons I find it hard to pick up my guitar and sing these days is because I don’t physically/musically know how to express what I’m feeling. I am happier than I have been over the last few months. More hopeful, looking forward to new chapters. It’s hard to explain really, but when I’m not accessing a severe, deeply upsetting emotion, I find it difficult to play music. I know that it’s instinctive and it should just come because the music is in me and it wants to come out…but somewhere along the line there is a disconnect.
All the time.
Is this little shit for serious?